Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Conclusion: BY ACCIDENT

It may be raining but there's a rainbow above you,
You better let somebody love you
Before it's too late...






"Desperado," the Eagles song turned into Foreigner's melodramatic "Blue Morning, Blue Day," as she entered her sister's dirt driveway. Instantly, she was out the door and she accompanied her sister inside the big old New England farmhouse.

"Look what we did to the house today," her sister led her through the keeping room.

"Oh," Debbie gasped, "look at that." She pointed to a corner with a new stained glass window and remnants of a black wrought iron gate. "It reminds me of New York."

And, "Oh, creative," as she looked at the upturned desk beside a chair.

"The table's set," Sherri said.

Outside in the summer evening, blue plates were set beside blue glasses. Yellow and lavendar flowers graced the white picnic table. the umbrella stood strangely closed. Couldn't we open it, she wanted to ask.

"Ooooh, it's so relaxing here."

Tall, tall flowers, lavendar and white phlox grew in the no maintenance garden. "We mow it every year," Red would joke.

They ate chunks of cucumber and tomatoes and warm red potatoes seasoned with fresh herbs. Debbie could tell they were fresh because, she grew them at their parents' home in the back yard. The steak was ready and she pulled bits of it with her knife while big Black Cat gnawed at his share on the ground, his furry back hunched over.

"He's an oink-oink," Sherri said.

And then, she recalled her high school prom. Mike Brooks had asked her to be his date. Mom had said, "No. You're not going." Sherri went to the prom anyway. Then, Mike Brooks had left her to dance with her best friend, and shortly after that, they started dating.

"In church, the next day, Father McGillicuddy said how important it is to forgive your neighbor. And Marilyn was my neighbor!"

Debbie laughed.

"And I cried!" Sherri clenched her fists to her sides and bared her teeth.

Debbie laughed again. "And now, you could probably both laugh. And it seemed so unforgivable then."

"If we don't hurry now, we won't have time to get ice cream." And Sherri began tearing the clothes off the clothes line. Debbie carried the straw tray piled with dishes to the house. Tropical Carribbean zydeco music serenaded them from the CD player.

It's so peaceful here, she wanted to say. Why don't we skip the ice cream?

Sherri backed her black Volvo out of the driveway and Debbie followed her in her brown Pinto. In front of them at the stop sign, a fire engine wailed. A policeman stood in the middle of the road, waving them through the blinking red stop light. Traffic lined the country road on both sides. The fire engine turned right, toward the direction of the casino. Sherri turned into the Red Rooster parking lot and Debbie followed, just before an oncoming car approached. They selected ice cream flavors. When Debbie started licking the cone, Sherri said, "No. We don't have time," and requested cups.

When the road was clear, Debbie followed her, smoothly out of the parking lot. On the highway, she lost her. A large truck loomed in front of her. On the exit ramp, Debbie caught up with Sherri.

The clouds were pale pink, the sky a deep blue on this late summer evening. Connecticut was so beautiful, it seemed surreal. Debbie listened to a song about "time and space between me and you," which she usually thought depressing, "A Prayer for the Dying." The cars were going faster and faster, it seemed, as time raced into the future with the building of the new casino.


Epilogue: WONDERFUL TONIGHT, Part II

Noooo, I wouldn't be that mean!  A high pitched voice answered the phone after the first ring and she asked for Mike.

"This is he," the high, raspy voice answered.

"This is Debbie. I got your letter in the mail, I wrote back, and I just got my letter back in the mail today. The reporter in me just had to find out what was going on. I just couldn't wait around, wondering what happened. I just had to call."

"Debbie...that laugh sounds familiar...did you go to school in Essex?"

* * *

"Oh. Well, well, well...this is a treat. The cost of living is lower here. It's much easier to make ends meet. A bunch of guys get a house near the beach. There's the boardwalk. There's not much here but the military."

"Your voice sounds so different than I remember," she said.

"And the reporter in you had to find out," he repeated.

"I would be one if I could," she sighed. "You have a Southern accent. Slight southern accent," she added and he laughed softly.

"I've been here a long time. Well, well, well..."

Where did he get that from? She didn't remember him saying that in Lowell, that lovely night, four years ago, as he had held her in his arms in the cold of an April night, in the parking lot of Chevy's Belair Cafe, down by the river.

"Well, you can write to me..."

"I like to write. I just can't figure out the mail system. I sent you that card in November. You wrote me in July and I wrote back to you right away. I just got my letter back in the mail today."

He didn't seem overly perturbed. He didn't question the United States mail system.

"You can write to me...I have to get going. My little girl needs her bicycle fixed. You know how kids can keep you busy. This call is going to cost you a bundle."

Kids? "Wait. There's something I have to ask you. Are you married?"

"Well..."

"I mean, it's one thing, writing to someone you think is single, but..."

"Well, well, well. Talk about seven years bad luck."

"You have to tell me."

"Seven years. Two children."

Seven? But she had known him only four years ago. She hung on, in silent shock.

"Debbie," he said, after a moment's pause. "Keep your spirits up. You sound like a great girl."

"Thanks," she whispered and hung up.

All she could think of was that country song.

Cause and effect!
Chain of events!
All of this chaos
Makes perfect sense!

Welcome to Earth, third rock from the Sun!
Welcome to Earth, third rock from the Sun!



Up Next: Epilogue and Conclusion

Uh-ohhhhh...don't tell me you're gonna make me wait until New Year's Eve!

EPILOGUE: Wonderful Tonight

April 1990

She clutched his hand to her heart. She squeezed it tightly in both of her hands, as if to break his fingers, as she was now breaking his heart.

"Even if I don't see you again..." she had said.

He looked up in despair and gulped back the tears that welled suddenly in his watery blue eyes. He stood high above her, taller even than his friends who stood beside him near the dance floor.

She clutched his hand to her chest and closed her eyes. She must have said a little prayer.

Even if I don't see you...she imagined, far away in the future, on a cold May or June morning, the sailor towering over her in a white uniform and the striking white chief's hat, as she clutched his fingers and closed her eyes.

"Hello, can I have Mike's correct address?" she requested in her most deeply professional voice that she could muster.

"Yes, wait a minute." The young girl laughed softly. Seconds later, she answered the question.

"Would you also like his phone number?" The accent was unmistakeably Massachusetts, the voice deeper now, with four years of maturity. Not to mention a much friendlier manner.

"Sure. Thank you very much."
A bonus now thrown into the picture, she dialed his number. 804. Virginia. How would she explain that to her parents? Well, it would just have to wait. She had to act now after they had just left for dinner.

A high pitched voice answered the phone after the first ring, and she asked for Mike.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Alive n Well n Livin' in NYC!



See Ya Next Week!

I'm sorry but you are just going to have to wait until next week for the dramatic conclusion to "Fool's Gold," a story for the late 80s, "By Accident."  After that, I will have Reviews from the past in quotes.  After that, I promise to present to you some other stuff from my past, poetry from corporate life in 80s NYC and poetry from my college days at ECSU in Willimantic, CT. As well, I will proudly present to you "The Single Mom of Cactus County" which details my trip to Arizona in the early 90s. (Are we there yet???...* * * :)

Monday, December 13, 2010

AND FINALLY....!

And finally, the dramatic conclusion to FOOL'S GOLD, a story for the late 80s.  In just a couple of weeks,...Just in time for Christmas! -- "By Accident." 

At this moment, I would like to take the time and ask all of my readers to STAY SAFE this holiday season. DO NOT drink & drive. Have a designated driver or stay home, or stay over! DO NOT text and drive. DO NOT talk on cell phone and drive, even hands free. And...DO NOT "sex-t" and drive either! (What you do at home isn't my business!) How about fighting?  No, no fighting in the car and behind the wheel either! (Are we there....yet???...* * * :)

Take care, everyone! Merry Christmas!

Denise
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